Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Wut u say???

Ok so I've been thinkin about this for a min and had to take the time to get my thoughts in order...ok well in more of an order than they were....this is just part of my question is..why don't people be real wit it??? Say wut u mean and mean wut u say...claim wut the hell u want and go for it.

Im gonna tackle this question a couple of ways...for it so hard to say wut u want? This can apply to a number of situations but lets start from the point of talkin to someone...y is it that people hide their true intentions..if u wanna get ur back blown out say so...if u wanna blow a back out jus say it...sure u might be seen as rude or wutever but there won't be any confusion as to ur intentions and u suure as hell won't be lyin to anyone....say wut the hell u mean!!!!

Don't waste ur or anyone elses time. Don't approach wit false motives. Be real wit it and truthful...I've noticed that that's somethin that many people have trouble with. How can u be honest wit someone else when u can't be honest wit urself..but that's a topic for another post...

Ok so back to this...let ur intentions be known..Don't approach me on the whole get to know me tip if all u wanna know is how deep my stroke is, how my tongue ring feels, or how the KAKES taste....Don't hide ur true intentions...lemme know me it'll save a lot of time and im not sayin ur gonna get any of the aforementioned things from me...but jus be upfront wit it.

On another note...Im soo sick of people sayin wut they want in a relationship but yet do the complete opposite. If u say u wanna be in a committed relationship y the hell r u talkin to every tom's hairy dick...or is it tom dick and harry lol...and messin wit like 20 dudes at the same time??? And then u get mad at me cuz I don't wanna hear ur same ass story time and time again...u've asked for my advice and I gave u my thoughts...say wut u mean and mean wut u say...u want it...state it...claim it and go for it....but instead u decide to continue on a path that will not bring u to ur desired destination...But u wanna be mad at me for stating my thoughts....ummm ok...don't wanna know then don't ask me....K.R.A.D.

I've learned that honesty is truly the best policy. Dealing wit friends, family, and life in general is less stressful when u say wut u mean. Now im not sayin cuss someone out whenever u feel like it cuz not all situations allow for that....but u can choose ur words and get the same effect as a good ol fashioned cussin.

Soooo to wrap this up...say wut u mean and mean wut u workin on it myself...been doin it way more often in.

Monday, July 21, 2008

We Did It....

So in a respone to Shawn's request/demand, Fuzzy and I upheld our part of the one-sided bargain and cooked. Let's not talk about our planning for today lol. Anyway now Shawn can't complain/cuss me out bout the food X gets (and will continue to get lol) cuz he left wit containers and plates ::screamin like a chinese lady in a nail salon:: LUV U SHAWN lol

So after waking up at the asscrack of dawnfrom a phone call that I always enjoy, I got busy in the kitchen. Made some fresh greens, cabbage, my secret chicken, cornbread, a resse cake, some experimental chicken, (which came out great), and some sangria. Fuzzy made some chicken, stuffin, and potatoes. Damn near sweated my kakes off lol. We had ourselves a mini thanksgiving/sunday dinner lol.

We had a good time eatin, talking, and buggin out. Im so glad that these people (X, Fuzzy, Shawn, etc.) came into my life. I've learned and further matured cuz of them. I can talk to them about a variety of situations that pop up in my reality. We had a good time and a few surprises (oh walk back n the house after leavin for 2.5 mins...lucky bastards lol).

I hope everyone enjoyed themselves as I did and I look forward to the meals that are to come cuz yall know I like to cook (and won't eat lol)

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Jus a dose....

I've been asked a few times bout my use of the word reality. It has been said (dont know by who lol) that one's reality is a result of their perception and interpretation of the situations they have experienced throughout their life. These experiences tend to cause individuals to view, think, operate, and interpret daily situations differently. This factor is one of many contributors to our unique individuality.

The things that I have experienced and dealt with have caused me to think/operate in ways that may be viewed as slightly different than others. However, does that make my reality wrong or is it right? Is my way of thinking the complete opposite of the norm? Am I wrong for seeking happiness if in the process other people get pissed off? Ummm, do I really care lol???

Should I let the opinions of others deter me from what I want to achieve? Most of the time I really don't care cuz people are gonna do wut they do and say wut they want regardless right? How's that expression go...ur not doing right unless people are talkin about u? Ok...ok..I know that's not always the case but dammit it can still apply. If I listened or concerned myself with the negative views and opinons of others I wouldn't be who or where I am now in life. Athough I struggle at times (like most people do) I think I have been successful and have lived a pretty decent life. I've met some interesting people throughout my journey through life and have learned from each of them.

I've recently learned that some people that I've come in contact with do not fit in the reality I exist in or am trying to create. I've had to make some decisions about the people I surround myself with because I've begun to see how people truly operate. Im trying to surround myself with positive people who are about something and im starting to notice that this wasn't the case. Im not sayin that im perfect or anywhere near but I try (at times) to do the best I can.

If someone is trying to better themselves shouldn't they surround themselves with like minded individuals? Is it wrong to erase people from your reality if they're not about the same things you are? Does it make you a jerk for cutting people outta your life instead of just accepting them? I'll leave that up to you cuz after all...reality is wut u make of it...I jus gave u a small dose of mine.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

What teachers make???

This is something for my fellow educators....stay strong


The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life.
One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, "What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?" 
He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers:
"Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach."

To stress his point he said to another guest; "You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?"

Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, "You
Want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...)
"Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could.
I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor.
I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental... You want to know what I make?" (She paused again and looked at each and every person at the table.)
I make kids wonder.
I make them question.
I make them criticize.
I make them apologize and mean it.
I make them have respect and take responsibility for their actions.
I teach them to write and then I make them write.
I make them read, read, read.
I make them show all their work in math.
I make my students from other countries learn everything they need
To know in English while preserving their unique cultural identity.
I make my classroom a place where all my students feel safe.
I make my students stand to say the Pledge of Allegiance to the Flag,
Because we live in the United States of America.
Finally, I make them understand that if they use the gifts they were given, work hard, and follow their hearts, they can succeed in life.
(Bonnie paused one last time and then continued.) "Then, when people try to judge me by what I make, I can hold my head up high and pay no attention because they are ignorant...  You want to know what I make? 
I MAKE A DIFFERENCE.  What do you make?"
"Teachers make every other profession "

Saturday, July 5, 2008


So I was talking on the phone with Fuzzy and we both decided to go to quickcheck. He wanted some coke and I wanted a sandwich. This was supposed to be a quick trip but because I wanted honey turkey my quickcheck trip turned into scavenger hunt.

Can someone please tell me why every quickcheck in union was out of honey turkey? And the sad thing about it is that im not exaggerating lol. I managed to find one that had the turkey (after about 20 mins) but they didn't have the bread I liked. Obviously I was bored and craving that damn sandwich.

Soooo after about a half hour of searchin, driving thru different towns, and cussin out every quickcheck employee I came across, I gave up my sandwich dream and settled for something else. Makes no sense that Fuzzy got his stuff and made it back home before I cussed out the second employee.

This is clearly some bull and I will be writing my congressman about this injustice. Anyone have anything they want me to include in my letter???

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Can't You Take A Hint

So my brother calls me the other day and tells me that he's gonna stay with me for about 4 notice how I said he told me..not im thinkin wut to spare his feeling I tell him I have errands to run and I gotta look for a job (thas a issue for a later post lol). Now a normal person woulda caught the hint but nooooo....I get stuck wit the person that has a counter for everythin I throw at him. He was sayin that he would go wit me here and go there and rah rah rah...umm last time I checked didn't like being held hostage.

Now don't get me wrong my bro and I have been there for each other thru thick and thin (even though I really wasn't feelin him cuz he was talkin shit but thas another story) but that doesn't mean that I wanted to be held captive. He was supposed to be on a trip for his job but he quit but didn't wanna stay home. Now u may be thinkin....wut does that have to do with me..right??? I was thinkin the same thing but me tryin to be nice I let him come over. Oh yeah did I mention the fact he invited himself and was walkin over to my house before I could say anything???

Needless to say he was with me for the majority of the week/weekend and in order for me to get him to go home I had to be semi-rude after a day at the beach and jus tell his ass to get in the car. I felt bad about it but can I have jus a lil alone time...I mean damn...give us us free...and I know people were tired of my captivity texts...thanx for hangin in there wit me