Sometimes I Wanna Black...

Hey blog world,




Sometimes I wonder if people could really take it if I truly went the hell off...I mean I usually say wuts on my mind, to a certain extent anyway, but I usually tone things down a bit. I'm the type that tries to say wut I mean and mean wut I say but at the same time I don't wanna come across too harsh, abrassive, or down right evil..cuz trust me I can be that way a times. So I try to dillute my actual thoughts to come across as civil but at the same time make a point.

In doing all of this dilluting and watering down, sometimes I feel like the tru meaning of my message may get lost and the acutal "fury" that I wanna get across jus doesn't. And where does that leave me????? most likely back at square one. Guess I'm trying to spare people's feelings.

Cuz I feel if I truly jus exploded like I want to, and trust me I've been fightin the urge to do it, I might loose some friends, my job, family members, and probably some other things. But friends are supposed to be there and accept wut u have to say regardless right??? But I don't think that would be the case...cuz like I said, if I truly went the hell off and told people about themselves, or what I actually thought about the way they handled their affairs, or how they've wronged me, or bout their empty or broken promises, or about being let down, or about their bitchassness (thought I would never use that word lol), or their lies, or whatever else it may be, I think I would come across as that EVIL, MALICIOUS, BLACK-HEARTED SCORPIO....but ummm maybe that's wut I need to do (jus a thought).

Maybe its the luv I have for these people that keeps me from goin off and havin a Madea moment
...hmmm jus a thought..wut do yall think???

Over the weekend...

Hey blogworld,

Hope everyone had a good time over the weekend and is ready to tackle another work week..ugghhhh lol...well I had a pretty decent and busy weekend...

I was told earlier last week not to make any plans for fri nite..ummm ok sure..come to find out my friends put together a lil nite out to celebrate my graduation since I was outta town for the official graduation...THANX GUYS!!!!! Well needless to say I was shocked and happy bout everything....well we went to the city to eat at Caliente Cab in the village, which is someplace that I've been wanting to go to for a while but never actually made it there...so I was souped as hell bout eathin there...wish someone woulda told us the drinks were between $14-$16 each but they were good



the place had no damn light..we were usin candles and cell phones to read the menus lol


yeah the drinks were good..wut can i say lol



yeah the drinks were settin in lol





So after dinner we hit a club and we danced the damn nite away but my genius ass left the cam in the car lol...my feet were killin me by the end of the night lol...on sat i hit up a friend's housewarming and had a good time..didn't know Taboo could get so intense..had the people livin downstairs bangin on the ceilin cuz we were making too much noise lol.

Sun went to Fuzzy's housewarmin....awww im iz b so proud of him and stuffisis....him iz gettin his grown man on...damn that chicken was good..u did ur thing fuzz buzz..and once again I found out how serious Taboo can get..especially when ur drinkin lol...well anyway my weekend was good...i needed it...once again jus wanted THANX to the crew for a great fri...hope everyone enjoyed their weekend

Before and After..and still in progress lol

Hey blogworld..hope everything is good wit everyone...I'm still tryin to maintain over here..if it aint one thing it's another u know??? Had a minor break down not too long ago but i think im back to normal (well wuteva normal is for me lol) Now don't start call the people to take me to the place where they give u those hug urself jackets cuz i didn't have a break down and go crazy lol..it was jus one of those times when that positive, happy go lucky, im good, la la la mask cracks and reality sets in for a min...it was like I was jus not happy for a bunch of different reasons...house hunt, professional life, love life, gym life, bills, car...dammit it was hittin hard...ahhh well thas life at times rite??? Jus wanted to pop on and say wassup...oh yeah check out the pics..i was like daaammmnnn lol




Heres my college graduation pic from 2005...y didn't anyone tell me to put down the fork lol


And here's my grad pic from 2009



Is there a big difference???? Im still workin on it though..until next time..stay up..oh yeah if u haven't done it yet follow me on twitter..twitter.com/twin_vision

I Finally Did IT!!!!!

I MADE IT...FINALLY




Hey yall,

I know its been a min but ive had to get it together right quick in prepartion for this weekend. Well...thurs i was runnin around like a chicken wit his head cut off tryin to get everything together cuz I had to head to my mom's house thurs night....well in between work, gettin my hair cut, finishing all my school work, laundry, tryin to find somethin to eat, then drivin a hour to my mom's house at like 11...yeah i was tired...well I was up on friday at 5am to head to Phila airport wit my moms to board and fly the hell out. This is how I looked at 5 somethin am



5 hours later and I was able to see



Well after landing and fightin to get the luggage and finding the car rental spot and rah rah rah...we got this car to ride around in for the weekend


Hop in the ride and head to the hotel...








Yeah...so fri was pretty much a chill day...went to some mexican restaurant wit moms...









Sat was the big day..woke up and went to breakfast then chilled out till it was time for the main event...






Mom was sooooo proud and happy..she kept smilin and stuffisis lol...









We went out to eat after that and I kinda passed out when we got back to the hotel..guess i was dehydrated from the heat and boredom or whatever but I slept the entire day lol...sunday we headed back to the east coast and i couldn't have been happier lol






This was the church of the people of phoenix..it was closed on sunday and folks acted was feenin for it..im talkin bout cussin the store out cuz it was closed...tragedy


Overall it was an ok trip..woulda been better if i was able to go there wit some friends instead of my mom..i mean really..who's gonna go clubbin wit their mom???? not meeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! But she wanted to take me out there for the big day and who was I to say no (even though i tried lol)...well blogworld I officially have my Masters degree in Education Administration...its been a long time comin but thanx to God, a supportive mother, and my friends aka fam (X, Kalisha, Shawn, Fuzzy, my Twin, and if i forgot u, charge it to my head and not my heart) I MADE IT!!!!!!!
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