Why is it????

Have u ever wondered y is it that ur heart and brain argue at times? Why does ur heart want somethin that ur brain knows isn't good for u or that it might cause u problems? Do u igonor ur heart and listen to ur brain? But doesn't that lead to ur heart yearning for somethin????? But if u listen to ur heart , does that mean ur brain is gonna be naggin u cuz shit jus aint right???

I've been goin thru a lot of stuff lately and my brain and heart have been goin at it and the shit is driving me crazy. And the sad part about it is that it's jus not in one area of my life....im dealin with shit in my professional life, personal life, romantic life (or lack thereof lol), futuristic life, etc...Im goin thru it right now wit my emotions and feelings about a certain situation but I'm hoping and prayin that things will work out for the best.....

Those that know me know that I try to stay a positive and upbeat person. I have been a source of advice more times than I can count and I love being able to provide my insight into certain situations.....but even those like me have our moments of doubt and have our breakdowns. Who do we turn to for advice??? Who is there to be a sounding board for our problems? For thost ath have helped me throught these tough times in my life.....I thank you for ur encouraging words and insight.....without it I would probably gone crazy (ok...more crazy than I am now)...my circle of friends is small and I like to keep it that way lol...for those who have come into my circle (or me into ur circle) ur stuck wit me now and it's ur fault that now Im on here lol

I know Im a lil sporadic in this blog...but im tryin to keep it together lol...its late so im gonna end this wit some words of encouragement:

**The things u work hardest for are the things you appreciate the most
**Nobody is worth your tears....but the one that is won't make u cry
**When one door closes another one opens (thanx buddy)